Haha~
Today finally over le!!!

Haha~
Today see Jaq den surprisingly he says ours overall is good!
Quite unexpected actually...
Haha~~
Thanks and cheers to all my grp mates!
Haha, they are very co-operative and efficient.
If not for them i think as for my working speed i might not be able to
finish all those stuffs on time.
Hehe, thanks guys.
I'll still nid to work on the reel though.
Hahaz.
I'll try my best.

After seeing jak we gone for our "qing gong yan".
LOLz
Suki Sushi sia.
Haha~
I think i actually ate alot of stuffs~
All in all we ate ard 40 or 41 plates of food~
And one more paper steamboat!
LOLz
I think this is the most sushi i ate since the last i ate with May and YY.

Haha...
after that met may and goes to central's long john silver.
Dunno is since when we chat for so long le~
Haha...
We haven been sitting there for quite sometime before may thu came~
We gone to settlers for boardgames.
Hahaz...
Isn't that bad though.
But i dun think i would want to go agn ba....
coz i think quite ex.
(at least for my budget.)
Hahaz~

We ate dinner at people's park.
The cha kway diao is quite nice though...
But a little too oily i guess.
For me of coz la~
lolz.

The summary for the day today can say is FUN.
Hahaz.
I think i just blog till here le.
I need to take a few days break~
Hahaz.

I think sometimes i really think too much le.
The one who distance away might be me.
What's wrong with me?

I think this is where is contridicting lor.
I sure is a ma fan de nv ren.
Just that i think this way, they who concerned.
Makes me really think that I might be the one who distanced.

Why is it so?

Am I too frail?

I denied. I really denied of how i feel.
This makes me feel that.... I might be the one that is not opened up.
I feel so sorry.
But the courage is not there.
It isnt.
In the end, other than deny there's really nothing that i could say at this point.

To those that i wish to apologise.
Sorry.
I think you all might not be able to see this.
But still feel that apologise here can only be the way that i can do now.
Maybe till the day when i feel that we all are friends.

Now i think i maybe is a really "geng" person sia.
Hahaz.

A lady that think too much....
That's me....
I guess....

Hahaz
Thursday I really spend a night in school sia.

Hahaz,
In the night it really stuffy sia.
No aircon.
Only fan.
Haiz....
So warm that i loses the mood of doing my work.
In the end i do nothing much.

I spend my time....
Aint wisely....
In the end just play for the night.

Only till about 4 plus or 5 (I guess?)
I took a little nap.
This nap is sure uncomfortable sia.
Cant really sleep.
In the end ard 6+
I wake up and brush teeth.

The following day i really do not have the mood to do stuffs.
I suppose i really cant stay up like that.
Oh man, i was like.... so....
really buay dong.
I think i wun be doing this agn ba.
It is like.... so tiring.
This really affect my work progess.
LOL

And one thing, I really dun feel right.
Especially ppl too courteous.
Hmmm, it makes me feel that too hard to communicate sia.
To dear ppl~
I know courteous is good,
but den too courteous....
really really making , me feels not right.

Haa....
of coz la, i think these words wun get to those that i want them to know.
Coz i think they wun be seeing this ba.
Just dun be too courteous can le...
Thx.

Hahaz,
Just to mention, I really got sooooo tired yesterday night.
When i on bus, i was like knock out.
den i was like keep lean to the auntie beside me.
den i tio shock and said sorry sorry den fell aslp and.
The cycle like goes on and on.
I was so paiseh that the auntie asked me 'Ni hen lei ah?'

Hahaz, though i didnt say anything.
But den i was like wanna say that, wo hao lei.
LOLz
den when i got home i bathe and fell asleep.
This sleep is like knock out lor.
I wake up ard 1 plus this afternoon.

My bro said that i snored!
And i even shuo meng hua!!
LOL
He said i mumble things.
Hahaz, how i wish i can know wad i have said.
LOL
This really shows that i was tired.
And very very de tired.
I think i shld not have anymore over nights le.
That really aint helping me in any work.
Hahaz.

I suppose this shld post ytd de.
Hahaz,
Have to say,
Ah min wor, I beri sorry that i fly u areoplane yesterday.
>.<
Paiseh Paiseh.
Bu shi gu yi de.

Haiz, really confuse sia....
Hmmm....
I wanna to request to change to IAP2
to be with my friends....
However,
I dare not approach the mr.Alex sia....

I do not really know wad to do,
but the most is....
I do not really know wad i want too.

i wish for a break, however.

This coming holiday might be good for me.
However, this is the last sem that could get together with frenz
and study.
Saddening sia.
I might not have a chance to study with them anymore.

Studio project...
Doing a little more today.
Sometimes i really will ask myself, "Am I really putting effort into it?"
I feel i do, or maybe not.
It's really contridicting sia.
All i wish is to get this done.
Den rest.

I guess i really nids a little more time for myself to think.
Wad i really gonna do.
Nids to be more decisive.

The list of IAP is out le...
Tio IAP 4...

Happy thing is that i got holiday this time rd.
That means that i can rest soon le.
Haaz

But sad case is that i'm in different IAP slot
with May and the rest T.T

That would mean unable to study with my frenz
almost the whole year le.

Haiz.

Moreover... that goes off my bithday and holiday trip at sept.
Haiz.
This IAP list is not finalised yet though.
Hope that my frenz all will be able the same slot as me though.
Hahaz.

Anywae, now have to jiayou with SP4!
Hahaz....
Go! go!

Lolz
Long time no blog le....

Finally throw off the rendering and animation le.
Now only one more thing...
Studio Project T.T

Oh man...
This is sure tiring sia....
Coz i'm doing the last part the project... that is compositing
However, STILL HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL EVERY MORNING.

Sad case sia....
Seems like dun have enuff slp anymore.T.T

Why do they have to take attendance at that early!?
Wa seh, si be boring de lor.
Just late den tio warning letter liao.
KNS.

Now that is sure beri de tired lor. -.-
Haven been sleeping on bus....and OVERSLEPT!!!
T.T walking long way home....

So saddening le...
den PPS is SOO LAG!!
cant even enjoy bbt le....
den oso cant find recently de....
seems like no one upload like that...
haiz...
like so....
so de.....
cham T.T

Now is sleepy lor T.T
Haiz....
Complains and more complains....
taking nap isnt enuff T.T
haiz...
may these days be over soon
sad...