Finally it is friday, no, i shld say is sat morning le...

Recapping the week huh...

1st week.They just gave a a feel of strict though. They talk in professional way sia. I dun really know how to communicate with them at this point of time. Guess there's stuffs that really take time ar...

Actually aint doing much things this week. To think that yr 3 le, but i actually only know that little things only. Hmmm, now is starting to pick up some knowledge on flash, freehand, after effects. Flash and freehand are actually quite interesting though. BUT i was still a beri long way to master pen tool sia. Really, this tool appears in almost every software sia. IT's really useful. Hmmm, i still have long way to go.

I do know know issit becoz of these, it would always remind me of the past, how carefree i was bak den. Den i was lyk keep holding to the past and stuff. I was just pacing at the same spot. I nid to get out looking bak thingy. It's really the time to move on le. Though memories are great, but it is alrd the time that we could never get bak to. Could only think of it once in a while, but cant expecting stuffs to be the same again.

Have to focus towards the finishing line. Now alrd entering the last lap.
GET IT OVER AND DONE WITH!!
lolz. -.-'''

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After those emoing stuffs, nw say de is today de -.-

I made a silly choice.
I CHOSE to take bus home.
I waited for 63, that's usual though. Den i decided to take 154 back. On the way, I found that 154 after making a detour, it's actually so close to my workplace!!! Wa seh!!! I was lyk, WTH, i took bus all the way back to interchange to change a bus that is just a few stops away from my work place. -.- But at least I know now la. den I travel on 154... The journey sure is beri de long sia. I not sure where would it go to b4 reaching lakeside, so i decided to stop at clementi and change 99 home. To think i made another WRONG choice. -.- I waited for about 20 mins b4 the bus came. -.- I was just wasting my time and $$. This time 99 moves beri de slow..... Though is slow, BUT i can still see another 99 in front of the one i was in! LOL. TO think of tt sia.

In the end, i spend 1 hr more b4 i got home. -.- In the end i spend 3hrs just to get HOME. -.-
Moreover...I got concession, den i take bus. LOL. Really made a wrong choice.

Today alrd last day in this lab le. Haha, dunno y suddenly feel lyk blogging here. Haha. Maybe i just wanna to recap huh. Haha...

Now looking back, 3 mths had alrd passed le. In the process, i was thinking that there is a long way to go sia... but now, whoa, alrd over le. There's really alot of memories actually. Sure is darn tiring while doing work though, but really have a lot of fun in the process. There's actually so much that i cant really put them in words. I do not know y, but i think i gonna miss this room, this seat and all frens here.

Gotta move on to another phrase le, there sure bound to have a lot of uncertainty though. Just cant make myself looking forward. Haiz. Hope for the better now.

At this moment just dun really know wad else to add on though...or shld say that, really dunno how to put them into words...

Really down on my luck. Since i lost my necklace.

I do not know y, but i have this feeling. Not that i want to think about it but... It seemed the way. Haiz. Wad's with me recently? 1st i lost sumthing that i really mind it alot. Den, I had a fall. Ouch! Now the butt still hurts. Things just dun go the way i wished to. Haiz. What is with it? Haiz. So down now.

Though i dun lyk to be emo, but it seem i getting a little emo now.

Having a self-reflection, wad am I now? I tot I was the way I am. But issit really the case? I do not know. Maybe i dun even know myself well. I tot i wun even care for wad ppl thinks, but maybe i do, coz sometimes i do think of wad ppl had said abt me. Honestly if i dun really care, such things wun really get into my head. Haiz. I'm just a human afterall, cant really ignore everything.

From now on, everything bothering me shall put aside. In front of me is the last lap. Heading straight is priority. After going thru so many hurdles, finally reach this stage. Gotta BUCK UP!!!!!!

SPRINT! SPRINT! SPRINT!!!!!!!!!!!

(Self encouragement...LOL.)

Learning to ignore, trying not to know.

But it's hard. It aint really easy to totlly ignore, somethings are always there. In front of you. Cant just turn away, cant just go away. Till the end, still nid to face...

Just mere human after all. Cant really expect too much from 1 self...

New task. New task.

Without noticing now is alrd the 10th week le. Wow, just lyk past quite fast when i look back. In fortnight time gotta face with presentation agn.

I feel that in no time, out to work le.

By then, a new start again.
A new beginning.

Readapting.
Can I make it at that pt of time?

LOL.

Been playing a lot of dj max today. LOL. Found that my fingers are actually slow le. LOL. Hmmm, come to think of it, been stop of that for quite some time le, only recently came bak and play agn. LOL. It's FUN~!

Haha. xD
Dj max rox

A heart matter eh?

Hmmm, to this topic, i can see or feel everyone's different perspective. Sure is much different from one to one. There aint right or wrong actually. Just if you dare or just hiding behind being a coward or something.

Be brave aint really easy though. But how many of us really have the courage? This is really an interesting topic. At least i find that though. LOL