I think sometimes i really think too much le.
The one who distance away might be me.
What's wrong with me?
I think this is where is contridicting lor.
I sure is a ma fan de nv ren.
Just that i think this way, they who concerned.
Makes me really think that I might be the one who distanced.
Why is it so?
Am I too frail?
I denied. I really denied of how i feel.
This makes me feel that.... I might be the one that is not opened up.
I feel so sorry.
But the courage is not there.
It isnt.
In the end, other than deny there's really nothing that i could say at this point.
To those that i wish to apologise.
Sorry.
I think you all might not be able to see this.
But still feel that apologise here can only be the way that i can do now.
Maybe till the day when i feel that we all are friends.
Now i think i maybe is a really "geng" person sia.
Hahaz.
A lady that think too much....
That's me....
I guess....